Thursday, August 11, 2011
What should i give the relationship another try? srry its long just readit,its interesting! haha?
Well i used to date this guy and what we had was really good. We hung out a lot and got really comfortable around eachother, i could tell him or ask him anyyyything. On my birthday i had a bunch of people over (this was in June) including him and i just wanted to have the best day. The thing is he was starting to get realllly annoying with the whole pda, he was always trying to kiss me and stuff while i was talking to my friends and i knew that was akward for them so i told him to stop,not right now. But he wouldnt give up. Obviously like i want him to kiss me we did a lot but i just got tired of him like always pulling me away from everyone at my kinda party. So we got into a little minnie fight where he wouldnt come near because of my new rule No pda. So that night we all went into my house to watch a scary movie and obviously i was sitting with him and cuddling and stuff but he kept tryin to put my hand down his pants or get into mine but i felt Super unconfortable with like 15 other people in the room so i just kept pushing his hands away. He got all mad again and kind of like sat up so that we werent touching anymore. 5 minutes later he left and went outside with my friend Max complaining that he "didnt like the movie". Am i wrong for pushing him away and denying him so many times? After the moie we went outside again and when he had to leave i wouldnt give him a kiss goodbye because i thought it would prove a point and i was messin around a little bit with him. i thought he understood that i was kidding but he got really pissed so he just left with my sis's friend and went to his house. Also, he left early :[ So that night i ttried calling him and he didnt answer. I called the next night on a saturday and he answered but he said he was in the car and i could tell so he said he would call me later but i couldnt wait. i texted him telling him everything and why i was a little mad but that i wanted to work through it and that i still really care about him. he sent back saying that he was gonna tell me the next day he didnt have feelings for me anymore??? he was gonna tell me in school?? my friends all said that he was just being how he always is and trying to defend himself. i immediately started crying and ripped the neclace he gave me off me neck and i dont know i was just like soooo connfused. We havnt talked really until a couple days ago when he called me and i saw him yesterday. he looked soooo goood haha. and all these feelings came rushing back. Im not sure if i still like him and if i should talk to him or if thats just me missing the comfort of having a long lasting good relationship?? Help pleaseee . also i am 14, but im mature for my age so yeahh . Thanx ahhead of time:]
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