Sunday, August 14, 2011

Uhm im confused? answer please?

No. They don't hate you. They just don't know how to act around you, or how to talk to you because you come off as... not so social and depressed. When you see a broken person it's not that you hate them, true you don't know them but you don't think wow I hate that girl just because she's a little off, when you see a girl who's obviously torn into to tiny little pieces, just trying to hold herself together even though it seems impossible at times, you just can't fathom what to say, you don't understand, you just don't know, maybe you even want to help her but you can't because she is so fragmented it's like if you touched her, or said something slightly wrong she'd be obliterated, and it'd be your fault... At least that's what I think. I'm trying to be insightful, I wonder why people treat me like I'm this unapproachable new breed of anti-socially misanthropic alien all the time. Of course in my case I have no friends, and I know I come across as anti-social to people. Of course. I separate myself from everyone purposely, because I like being by myself and because some part of me can't figure out how to deal with people. Depression sucks. It really does. I'm really sorry that you have to deal with that. The most logical advice I can give you is to go and talk to someone professional like a psychiatrist, or a counselor and try to get some medicine to help you. But otherwise, just know that the majority of the people at your school don't HATE you. They don't know you, and they don't understand you but that doesn't mean that they wouldn't want to maybe if you were to give them and yourself a chance. Sorry you feel the way you do. I'm there right now also so I know...

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